Fugo stumbled, but didn't lose his balance. Someone had to be the strong one here.
"You can't make anyone do what they don't want to. You almost drowned getting to their damned boat, anyway. It was my decision to make...wrong or right."
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong. That word just echoed in his head over and over. He'd fought with his demons about the decision daily. It was still his choice. Known or unknown to everyone else, he'd made his amends. He'd dealt with the narcotics team. He'd dealt with more than he should have.
... Narancia dealt with more than he should have. They all dealt with more than they should have.
Finally, finally...Fugo allowed himself to cry openly. A choking sob escaped him and he hugged his friend tighter.
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"You can't make anyone do what they don't want to. You almost drowned getting to their damned boat, anyway. It was my decision to make...wrong or right."
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong. That word just echoed in his head over and over. He'd fought with his demons about the decision daily. It was still his choice. Known or unknown to everyone else, he'd made his amends. He'd dealt with the narcotics team. He'd dealt with more than he should have.
... Narancia dealt with more than he should have. They all dealt with more than they should have.
Finally, finally...Fugo allowed himself to cry openly. A choking sob escaped him and he hugged his friend tighter.
"I'm sorry."